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Write the Words
Write us.
Don't leave us locked away.
Write till our voices fall silent.
Write till the ink runs dry and letters flow from blood.
Don't abandon us.
Hear us.
Tell our tales.
Let out the sorrow, the joy.
The love and the loss.
The adventures grand or small.
The balls with dazzling gowns, or get battlefields strewn with death.
Write or go mad.
Listen to our words.
Pass them to others.
Our voices are endless.
From before time began, to long after it ends.
Write it all out.
On paper or stone.
In wax or in type.
Spill it all out.
Give in to our calls.
Hear the fragments of dreams.
Recount the epic sagas in volumes.
Our voices are many.
Our story even more so.
Write us down.
Let us not be ignored.
Even one word is better than none.
Pass on what you hear.
Let others learn of our tales.
Write till your story falters,
And your voice joins our choir.
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Colliding worlds (working title) chapter 1 part 4
Part 4, Rynn
"That's the last one," I returned to my seat at the fore of the LMPC, or as the masses called it a "bullet car". My partner for this job was Perd, a good guy and one of the best LMPC handlers I knew.
"talkative bunch aren't they" he said nodding his head backwards as we started the last leg of our journey.
"It's all new to them. Leaving home like this. One is barely 15 summers old, so they're going to take time to adjust to this."
I glanced down at he little crystal display in front of me. In it, I could see three figures, each looking suddenly so very small and very young.
"Really think one of these'll be chosen?" Perd asked accelerating and increasing the height we flew over the ground. There were a number of surprised noises behind us and I stifled a laugh. It would never get old, the reaction of Outsiders to our technology and way of life.
"Who knows. The Empress thought it was a good idea. New blood and all that."
"That's true. Not so many newcomers in recent years, s
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Colliding Worlds (working title) chapter 1 part 1
Chapter 1, part 1,  Ken
"Ken! Ken! get down here!" My mother's voice rang up the stairs.
I thrust the ribbon in my hands deep into my jacket pocket, before grabbing my rucksack from the bed and hard down.
"Ah, good you're here. They'll be here to collect you any moment", my mum stuck her house around the kitchen door, no doubt in the middle of washing up free breakfast.
"Ken! Ken!" An insistent tug on my jacket caused a smile to form. Looking down I found my little sister staring up at me. We were nearly ten years apart in age, yet I adored her and she I.
"Ken my prince!" She stated firmly, a pout beginning to form.
"Suzie, that's enough." Mum came in to the hall, scooping Suzie up into her arms. "You can't cling to you big..." The sound of the doorbell cut her off, and she went to open the door.
A taller, slender figure stood there, their tailored uniform a deep black with silver details. Male, female? It was difficult to tell from appearances alone. The fine features would look
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Colliding Workds (working title) intro
Dear Diary,
Today is September 10th, exactly one year on from that day in 2008.
I can still remember everything so clearly, maybe too clearly.
I was stood staring at a tiny screen, wedged between others riding the train that day.  Someone jostled me, knocking the headphones out my ear. They were getting to the good part, so I think I glared at him before jamming the tiny speaker back in. I wanted to hear this, as well as watch it. Today was the day history would be made, not just for science, but for the whole world. There were new discoveries to make, that would usher in new technologies and change, or so said the smiling man giving the publicity talk at the start of the broadcast.
Then they started, the noise came through loud and clear over the broadcast, machines gearing up into action. A cheer went up among the assembled scientists and I cheered with them. I got a lot of strange looks, but didn't care. They'd done it! The Hadron collider was working!
Then the tr
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A Bitter Sweet Parting
The arch demon lay slain, the whole of Fereldan rejoiced at its escape from disaster. There was no longer any reason for him to stay. His sword and honour were returned to him. No reason at all, yet he felt the desire to wait, just one more day before departing. There was something he still had to do.
Over the course of their small party's adventures he had watched Alistair and Zevren play court to their leader. Small gifts, gestures, phrases, all bespoke of affection and desire. It was not entirely like this amongst his people, yet it was also not quite as bad as he had informed Morrigan. Yes, there could be somewhat violent encounters, but that was not his way. It was the way of his people, yet inside he was probably was soft and gentle as the kitten Leliana had once observed him playing with.
If he did not settle it now, he never would, and that would be a battle scare unable to heal. Summoning his courage and ensuring his face was set in a neutral expression, he took off to search.
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The Necklace
It should have been the perfect opportunity. Even he could realise that much. They'd just spent a wonderful night together, the first of what he hoped would be many more to come.
But here he was, sat beside the camp fire as dawn began to illuminate the horizon. His insides were all in knots with fear, joy, worry and love all passing judgement in his mind.
"She won't like it. She didn't really like the rose."
"Give it to her now, before you lose it."
"She only slept with you because you're a prince."
"She loves you, and will love it too."
Alistair shook his head, trying to clear the many voices from his thoughts. The chain held between his fingers leapt and twisted, flashing in the growing light; brought to life by his movements.
Tenderly he straightened the delicate chain, draping it over his palm. The chain was of delicate silver links, and weighed hardly anything in his grasp. But the pendant let him know it was there. Though not particularly large, it felt heavy and hot is his hand;
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One Warden and Her Dog
Wynne was knelt on the ground, a selection of bottles, jars and bandages at her side.
"I'm sorry my child, this does not bode well." Her voice was soft and sympathetic as she spoke, sadness written on her face.
"Please Wynne. Just try. He's all I have left now, since, since…" Elisa looked across at the mage, tears opening coursing down her bloodied cheeks.
Wynne nodded and began her preparations. "Hold him. I'll try not to cause him more harm, but I'd rather not lose a hand if I do."
Elissa nodded, and sat down on the ground. Gently she lifted the mabari's head and placed it in her lap. He gave a slight whimper, and looked at his mistress with huge, pain filled eyes.
They'd been jumped by a large group of darkspawn on their way back from Denerim. Scruffs had leapt into the fray, bravely defending his mistress and her companions. Elissa had watched as her hound took down three of the vial creatures before taking a blow to the side from an axe. The hound dispatched his attacker bef
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Family Bracelet
There looked to be hundreds of tiny objects pinned to the velvet pad, yet there could only be a handful if that. Each one intricately crafted from metal and stones.
A sigh escaped her lips, before she could stop it. All her wealth and jewellery was long gone now. Any wealth she came into now, went into covering the ever growing expenses required to fight the Blight.
"So. Which would you choose?" soft Orlesian tones asked from her shoulder.
Turning her head slightly, the young Warden smiled. "To represent what? Me? Or you?"
Leliana get a tinkling laugh. "How about for each member of our small family?"
She liked that. In a way they really were family now. No kindred blood flowed through their veins, yet the blood spilled to defend the land bound them tighter than any oath or relation.
Standing a little straighter, a finger on her lip, she pondered the choice.
"That one." Her finger pointed to a silver owl. "Wynne. Wise and silent but deadly."
The rogue at her side nodded in agreement. "O
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"Alistair! Alistair!"
He could definitely hear her calling his name. But now was no time to listen. The archdemon had to be slain. In moments he could complete that task. He would be remembered through out Ferelden as a brave King, even if his reign was so brief.
Her voice was definitely getting closer, it was now or never… He was ready… then darkness flashed before his eyes.
"NO!" His voice came out a high pitched wail, and he spun about. Elissa was stood directly behind him, a plug swinging in her hand.
"I've been calling you for ten minutes. We're supposed to be meeting the rest of the guys at the cinema in ten minutes."
"But... but…" he looked crest fallen. He'd been so close. When had he last saved. He couldn't remember.
"I'll make it up to you later," Elissa purred stroking his cheek gently before kissing him. "Now come on before we miss the film."
All he could do was give her his most winning smile. "That's why I love you. Always the practical one."
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Untitled When Curiosity Met Insanity FanFiction
Untitled - (I apologise for my lousy grammar and spelling)
She held her arms out to him, a pleading look on her tear soaked face.
In a single swift motion, he pulled her across the soft fabric of the sofa, pressing her against his turned chest, strong arms encircling her tightly.
"It'll be alright," he whispered raising a hand to gently stroke her head, blond curls flattened under his palm. "No matter what the weather brings, I'll be your umbrella and shade."
Her shoulders shock as more tears and sobs escaped her, muffled by the fabric covering her face. Pushing back away from his chest, she took a large ragged breath, trying to gain some composure. Tilting her head upwards to look at him, cheeks red and tear crossed,  "Everyone is moving forwards, yet I'm stuck in time, unable to follow."
"You have no desire to change the person you have become. You grew in body and rounded in mind. The way you are now is exactly as you desire and exactly as you should alway be," he gave her a cr
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em-j Rabbitwolf
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A little about me... OK Sorry if this is too long for those with short attention spans who are just here for any shiny images I should happen to post.

Ok quick version; Female, Living in Scotland, Engaged, Ill, Furry, Bi-sexual, Strange, Big Kid at heart, Loves and owns animals, Loves to garden, Loves to create things, Loves experimenting with her camera.

Longer version (Which will get worked on over time)

I live in a smallish village outside the City of Stirling, in Central Scotland. Its a place surrounded by hills and lots of varied environments I can explore on foot and with my camera. Originally from Teesside in North East England, I moved to Stirling to study Biology at the university there. Work, love, family, finance, health, the usual has kept me here since.

I'm currently engaged to a wonderful man who accepts just how crazy I am, and lets me get on with the various projects I have going. Since we both play with and collect table top war gaming miniatures, this works out well. He buys them, I get to paint them.
He's been supporting me in my desire to get better at visual arts by buying my not one but 2 Wacon oversize A4 graphic tablets in the years I've been with him. He also puts up with the various arts and crafts materials that stray out of their storage boxes into the bedroom, or standing around whilst I squee away over art supplies when shopping in Glasgow.

Had various health issues through my entire life which have decided to manifest upon me in ernest. I suffer from Fibromyalgia. There's links on my website (Once included) that will explain this condition for those who don't know. This sadly limits my daily life, but I do try not to let if get me down. Something thats not always easy comsiderig I've has severe depression issues since my teens. My depression helps fuel my desire to create as I throw my thoughts and feelings into images or objects to clear my head. To make matters even more eventful I have PCOS, (Another thing linked on my website), which is probably going to stop me having children. Not a great thing for a woman who wants to have children of her own. However friends and family have youngsters who I get to entertain which helps. Asthma and a variety of allergies round out my wonderful health issues.
I've a CD storage box full of my various medication. Dread trying to travel out of the country with it all!

I love creating things. I'm not very good at it, but I enjoy it. Gives me something to focus on, and calm down my overactive mind.
Over the course of time I hope to build up a collection of creaive works of my own. There will also be various photographs of things I've found interesting or cute. My definition of "cute" can be a little complicated!
The styles I use vary and change not only with time, but with my moods and situations. I love trying out new things when I get the chance.

My fiance, his family, my family and our close friends are my support network and help me cope with everything I'm dealing with, which is a wonderful help. Don't know what I'd do without them!

Operating System: Windows XP/& depending which PC I'm using!
It was recently my 33rd birthday, which if I were a Hobbit, and I've been called such since I'm smaller than a lot of the people I spend time with, I would officially now be an adult.
I don't feel my 33 years. I feel like I did when I was about 24-25, just before I got sick. At least that's how I still feel on the inside, even though my body no longer looks the same or is the same way health wise as it was back then.

However I've decided its time to get organised... I have no legacy to leave to this world, but I have created things. Some I'm proud of, others not to much. But I want to leave a record of these just in case they are useful to others... This means getting my life in order. Sorting out all the piles of papers and objects I've accumulated over the years. Scanning in the art work, typing the words scrawled on scraps of paper, and taking photos of those objects I can't scan, models I've painted, things I've crafted...

Its going to be one very, very long road, as so much has built up over my life. Hopefully I will get to have everything organised and sorted before I turn 34... or 35 at the latest. Yes that's a long time scale, but I need it. So much to be done, and so much to recorded, even if only for myself... 

If you're interested come along for the ride. Old things will be recorded and new works generated as I try to get my mind, body and soul back into some semblance of how I feel. My health isn't going to improve, but I can lose the weight, tone up and try to do my own make up and hair!
SO much to do and so little time... where's my pocket watch and bunny ears...
I feel like I'm constantly left behind. All my life I've felt like I was chasing others to catch up, or to obtain something out of life... Now I don't know where to go.
My depression keeps surfacing, more than in the past, sucking me down on to a dark lonely path. I don;t want that. I want to walk in the sun with my family and friends. To love and be loved, to explore and enjoy.
But I feel so lost and confused. I've no idea where I'm supposed to go next.
The help I'm getting via my health service isn't enough. I knwo there are staff and budget cuts, that there's waiting lists and such, but I've been waiting so long...
Hopefully when I see my GP next I can explain things to him, make him understand my pain and upset.
Out of four GPs in my local practise only ONE believes me and cares about the conditions I've been diagnosed with.
He's the youngest out of the four, but I still don't know if he's completely on my side.
At least after appointments with him I don't want to curl up and die, or carve my flesh up as I'm filled with shame.
My family and friends are all moving on, and I'm stuck in the same place as I was two years ago....
Suffering from Fibromyalgia and Depression plus Goddess knows what else, unemployed and feeling useless.
I woud like to leave something behind in this world, something which will live on through others, though memories of who I am will fade.
Due to the illnesses I'm not able to start a family yet. That hurts so badly, as I've seriously wanted to be a mother since about 20.
Friends and family members have married and had children, purchased their own homes, moved to new places even countries.
I'm so happy and pleased for them, yet also sad inside.
Everyone is moving so fast compared to me.
I feel ike an anchor holding back my fiance.
He's smart and capable, loving and understanding, yet with the way of the world, moving upwards for him is proving hard.
That hurts me more than I ever actually let on. I wish something would happen for him in a most positive way.
My sister has new friends and new hobbies. A great things for her.
As my sister growing up, she was ridiculed and bullied. All for being the younger sister of the "srange girl" in school.
Thankully with time people saw her for who she was rather than my sister.
She has her own dreams and hopes. I just wish I could help her achieve them. She deserves to be happy.
My parents are ok, I guess would be the term.
Both struggling along in different ways, but moving along trying to find their place in the world.
They both have legacies in us children and those they have cared for.
Growing up they taught us so much of the world.
As my parents accepted me for whoever I was, I've followed where my heart led without fear for them.
Being different is hard growing up.
The bullying and teasing, being gossipped about behind your back. Even now its barely stopped.
I don't want to be anyone but myself. I tried to be someone else in the past, it only made me unhappy.
The world as a whole doesn't understand who I am, though there are pockets of people who get and accept it.
I grade myself against what they have achieved, the places they've gone, the legacy they leave.
I'm trying to move, but not sure where to start. There's so much to be done, but I've only 2 hands and so little energy.
I'm trying to sort the jumble of tasks ito a coherent structure, one that I can follow.
I won't catch up with out some miricle intervention.
But I might just be able to do the things that I dream of.
Visit the placed on this Earth that call out to me.
Learn the subjects and languages that intrigue my mind.
To create the objects my mind builds in detail, but as tactile objects any can see.
My illnesses will never go away, and may only get worse, but I need to control them.
Not let them control me.
Need to find out where to turn within the health service.
I might not keep up, but I plan not to be left behind.


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